Monthly Archives: December 2006

My moped is running better than ever. I just got an oil change and tune-up. Thanks to my moped guys at moped plus.
 

• 　　私のモペッドは、最高によく走ります。

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今日は外回りの業務だったので、
リハ出しの時に回復期病棟へ移っていった患者さんとたくさん会えました。

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It’s difficult to play a solo anyway.  Just the fact that you are all by yourself, with everyone staring at you and expecting you to perform for them.  But it’s worse when you are also standing in front of an orchestra, full of your friends and people you know.  This adds nervous feelings towards the front and the back.  Plus, at an orchestra concert the audience tends to be bigger then a others.  When I played twice last week, I was pretty nervous!  It helped a little that I really loved the piece.  Vivaldi’s Winter from the Four Seasons is a gorgeous movement with a lot of beauty and flash.  It’s hard, and I had to practice a lot.  But once I got it down, each time it only got easier to play.  Sometimes I just try to listen to myself and enjoy it, instead of worrying so much.  But the playing part is not what makes me nervous.  I’m just worried about what else I could possibly do to mess this up.  Of course, I could trip while walking either on stage or off.  I’ve done that before, by the way.  I could also drop my bow in the middle of a bunch of fast notes, either from weakness or possibly my sweaty fingers.  That’s the worse one: sweaty fingers make it absolutely impossible to play!  Plus, something could go wrong with my hair, or my clothes, or pretty much anything else.  When I’m thinking of things that could possibly happen, I’m definitely not thinking rationally.  Once the first one was over, it made me feel better because it went really well!  And no matter how nervous I felt, it apparently didn’t affect my performance because no one even suspected.  And afterwards, my friend gave me a dozen purple roses and I got tons of compliments from all these people for days after!  However, the day of my second performance I woke up SICK.  Luckily, it wasn’t that bad yet, and I was able to drug myself up pretty well to avoid anything worse.  All in all, the performance went just as well, as far as I could tell.  And I am just glad now that this whole thing is over and I can relax for a while.  It was so much fun!
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昨日の勤務が体に響いたのか、どうやら風邪ひいちゃったみたい。

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昨日、京都から帰って、まったりしながら写真整理やラストサムライ見てたら…。

２３時前に、突然、携帯が鳴る。誰だと思い覗くと、師長さんから着信アリ　！！

• 何…？こんな時間に…？？
  私…、今日、休みだよね、勤務間違えてないよね。
  何かやらかしてたのか…？？？

  ドキドキしながら電話に出ると、

  師長、「今、どこ？」
  とろ、「…家ですが（＠＿＠；）」
  師長、「とろみどりさぁん、とぉ～っても言いにくいんやけどね…。」
  とろ、「ゴクっ。」

  師長、「今から 深夜勤 出てきてくれない？？」

  ……。（＠o＠　）

  とろ、「あえぇぇーーーーーっっ！？」

深夜勤の脳外科の先輩が、突然、嘔吐と下痢をもよおし、急遽、深夜勤できる看護師を見つけなくちゃいけなくなったらしい。

• 師長サン、デモネ、私ネ、３連休ダッタンデスヨ。
  患者層も変ワッテルダロウシ、イキナリ来イト言ワレテモ…。
  今日、フルニ活動シテタカラサ、スデニ、結構、眠イデスヨ。

  しかし、半分、脅迫的な師長さんの言葉…。

先輩にはいろいろお世話になってるし、今から９時間程頑張れば、明日また休めると自分の中に折り合いをつけて…、２３時１５分、働いてきまーす　☆＝＝(ノ＠▽＠)ノ(壊)

• どうにか無事朝を迎えることができました。
  オレ頑張った。
  ホッとして、看護記録書く時間は寝ながらでした。
  訂正印とミミズ文字に溢れた汚い記録になりました。
  スンマセン。

一緒に仕事した同期から、「今日ウチ等と一緒にUSJ 行こっか！！」と。
むむむむ無理です、限界です。 ２７時間ぶりにやっと寝られる（涙）

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今日はkanaと再び京都へ。

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I feel like a kid again. The baseball field is my playground, and everyone is just along for the ride. I used to have this feeling when I was twelve and being probably one of the best players on my team. My last game I hit a home run, and the one inning I pitched I struck out three batters. Its an amazing feeling to just be able to do that again. Can I do it for Punahou? only time will tell. Continue reading →