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上司の機嫌が悪くて、理不尽に怒られる。  最近、嫌われたっぽいなあ。 ｆ（＾＾；  私にも原因はある。 と思う。  でも人間否定してはだめだよ。 絶対。  そこだけは反抗。 心の中で。
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There is someone I respect from the bottom of my heart. It is my grandfather.
Today, I will tell you a little about him.

When I was very young, he would take me to go play on the beach, swim in the ocean, or swim in the river, and when it got dark he would read me folk tales or some other book and he always made me have a good time. Whenever we met someone, he would always proudly announce that I was his treasure and, at these times, I would feel shy.

Also, my grandfather didn’t discriminate against anybody. He loved everybody, especially children, and was called "granda" and adored by everyone. I still think about how he would keep candy and loose change in the car to give to children he might happen to meet.

My grandfather was a persistent person and, according to a relative, before opening his propane store, he peddled katsuobushi (dried bonito) and hanakatsuo (dried bonito flakes), pulling his cart over 12 miles over unpaved roads every day. Even when his throat was dry and he wanted to drink a bottle of cider, his child’s face would appear before him and he would bear with it and just drink spring water. I think it is because he was that kind of grandfather, that he was able to survive his apprenticeship when he was in junior high school, going off to war, being interned in Siberia, being a fisherman, peddling hanakatsuo, and running a propane store. Continue reading →

My sister goes to school here in the fall and spring, but lives in Washington during the summer. She moved into our apartment with a bunch of her stuff right before she left to Washington for the summer. Our apartment is already so small that with these extra things it can be uncomfortable. Today I will move some of her stuff as well as ours into a storage unit. I hope this will lead to a more comfortable feeling inside of the apartment.
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もうすぐ六月が終わる。 恐ろしく早い。 時間の経過が、去年のこの時期よりずっと早く感じる。
 
もうすぐ ろくがつ が  おわる。  おそろしく  はやい。  じかん の けいか が、きょねん の  この  じき  より ずっと  はやく かんじる。
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患者さんが、 「好きなときに好きな場所にいけないのは、

羽をもがれた鳥のようなものだ」 といっていた。

どうしようもならないことはある。

誰だって受容なんてできない。　人生の質をいかにあげるか。。。
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